Wow

Ok sooo tomorrow I am going to an advocacy center where people help families with needs, with my mom and younger siblings. We are supposed to be getting things like free hair cuts, shoes and school supplies. I really do not like taking things from others when they are free but at least we are going to be get the things we need.

I am a 16 year old without a job or a car and I cannot believe it. I feel like a bum sitting at home every day. The only thing that I can do that is good from just sitting here is go running. I have been running a half a mile everyday for the past 3 days and I plan on keeping it going. 

Today was easier on the run but I was still labored when I got done with it. It is kinda sad how much I gotta do to get in shape but at the same time it is something that I feel that I gotta do. No if ands or buts about it. I don't care. I woke up this morning feeling like I did not wanna go for a run but I did it anyway cause I figured that was the right thing to do. I need to take care of my health since that is the only thing I feel like I am in control of right now. I guess that is just how I am.. I need to be in control of at least one thing and if I am not then I don't know how it would turn out. 

OHHHH I have been playing Black Ops lately and it is really fun. I have gotten to level 39 and I am almost to 50! lol. It is a good thing to do to get my mind off of the heavy things and so I can just focus on something fun. :p Also I have been swimming a lot! I really like it now. I used to hate it cause of my insecurities and stupid stuff like that but since last sunday I just haven't really gave a fuck about how others look at me. I hope to get off this extra weight but in the mean time I will not care how others look at me. :D I am really happy with myself running even if it isn't exactly a lot of it. I am just glad that I can do it. 

Man, I didn't realize how much I was actually typing. I like blogging a lot and I think I am gonna keep doing it. ;)

Aight... :p I am going to go listen to some Eminem and think about life for a bit then go to bed :D. I think that I am going to start a blog series for each of my horoscopes I get everyday. Not sure though. I would probably just analyze em and then blog about how I feel about life in general :D.

Good night

Daniel Kardos

Blogging is helping me out a lot. I thought that I was gonna go to counseling to get everything off of my chest but all I have to do is just type it all up. I like this a lot better than the whole counseling thing :p.